As of late...

As of late I feel like I'm slowly being suffocated by the world around me, I feel like everything is in achingly slow motion. I have fallen into a funk that I can't seem to shake. I nitpick every one around me, myself most of all. I have no faith in my body's abilities anymore, I'm slowly losing faith in my friends, I am losing faith in my own mind. I feel no drive and no motivation, I see other people smile and I only feel a deep cutting melancholy. I know I am no fun to be around anymore, even my best friend doesn't want to make plans with me anymore. I can't blame them either, I wouldn't want to hang out with the sad girl all the time either. I'm running out of life lines...