Another engagement

Another of my good friends recently became engaged, Congrats Hillary and Robert!

As happy as I am for all of my friends it's rather hard to be surrounded by all this love and commitment. I don't begrudge my friends their love at all, I just want some of my own is all.

First day of school

Ever since kindergarten I have always gotten very excited about the first day of school, it's like u get a fresh start every september. If you had issues with a friend or a teacher the issue has usually resoled itself by the time school rolls around. You can debut a new you every year, I always underwent a style change or a new haircut or new make up every year. It's a chance to re define who you are and who you want to be.

now that I go to Southwestern I wasn't as excited as I used to be. I had more stress about it this semester than I've ever had before. yes I was still excited, but it had this tinge of stress. I always get excited for new teachers and new people, but college classes are hard. I have never had to work this hard before. So I guess I was pre stressing everything, maybe then I would be pleasantly surprised that it wasn't that hard. Well from the way my teachers are talking, they want us to have mental breakdowns by the end of the classes. So I guess now I've gotten over that initial stress, I'll adopt my regular attitude of get it done and then go play.

After all it's just one little semester

its been a while...

It's been a while since i've posted anything,

I think that it's time for this to be a regular blog again.

The fall semester is about to start and I'm nervous but ready for the new challenge, summer has gotten a little boring. I know, a 19 year old girl should be out having the time of her life. And I am, i just enjoy school. it gives me something to wile away my hours with, while still being constructive of course. so fir now I'm happy about tuesday coming soon.