Thursday, April 22, 2010

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Today this is just going to be a blog blog today.

So I feel like I've been working my butt off lately. School is difficult as always but for some reason I have absolutely no motivation. Like absolutely zero motivation. I need some suggestions on how to stay motivated. I don't really know what to do to get back into gear.

My work is super stressful also. I am there so much I feel like I don't have any time for any interpersonal relationships. I feel like a majority of my friends are just apathetic toward our friendship also. It kind of sucks when you feel like your friends don't always want you around. I realize that not all my friends are like this of course. But it's weird to realize that not everybody cares about you as much as you care about them.

I know this isn't forever, but it's like a stalled out truck. it's at the point where it's almost about to stop completely but you've still got the hope that you're engine is going to roar to life again

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